when the words so shy

when there's nothing to do
i try to find the words
try to blend it nicely

when i cant find the words
let it comes gently

at client

in front my laptop
turn on my messanger
looking for a friend just for talking
when there's nothing to do for this moment

they said, there's a problem with the system
but i just cant do anything either
coz the problem in the database
the dba try to fix it first
and i m waiting for a several time

well time pass so fast
still cant do anything
try to kill my time with doing something
doing chating and browsing

so boring

Ingin ku ungkapkan isi hati

Ingin ku ungkapkan isi hati..
Kebungkaman ku..
Aku tahu pasti berarti..
Penyendirian ku..
Aku tahu pasti berarti..

Aku merasakan sesuatu yang tak ingin aku tahu
Mencoba berjalan tak beralang
Satu persatu berhenti dari perjalanan yang panjang
Seperti hanya aku yang terus berlari tak berarah
Yang tak tahu apa yang ku tuju
Ketika bahagia tak kunjung
Apakah ku berhenti tertawa ?

Puzzling

I m puzzling my self
I try to figure out the things within me
I place the puzzle in piecemeal
I just don’t know whether I put it on the right position
I just follow the heart whispered

I found an empty set
I m gazing to the looking glass
I m seeking for the answer
All of a sudden I glimpse a stranger standing
Marvel who you are

I m viewing for an empty set
Try to match it with the vanished shadow
I just don’t know…

knowing u

So.. I m here in front my laptop
Try to find such beautiful words…
So I can write those to u
But I haven’t found anywords at all

But it wont make me stop to write…
Coz not such beautiful words that make life so colorful
But knowing u

turn back

when everything is out of control
nothing cant stop it
except we try to turn back
and realize that we can fix the mess

even we cant turn of the time
and cant go back to the past

quote

sometime we blame something to find a reason that we are not doing something wrong

man with his words

so many words i can not understand
but it sounds beautiful
makes me wondering the shadow that cant be seen
secretive vastly
thaw me with your lexis
man with his words just comes into sight
and steels yourself

anyone at all

Dear blogger,

I just hear this old song... and I don't know why I get intrested on it..
This song is a soundtrack of you've got mail film
Here it is..

Funny how I feel more myself with you
Than anybody else that I ever knew
I hear it in your voice, see it in your face
You've become the memory I can't erase

You could have been anyone at all
A stranger falling out of blue
I'm so glad it was you

It Wasn't in the plan not that I could see
Suddenly a miracle came to me
Safe within your arms I can say what's true
Nothing in the world I would keep from you

You could have been anyone at all
An old friend calling out of blue
I'm so glad it was you

Words can hurt you if you let them
People say them and forget them
Words can promise words can lie
But your words make me feel like I can fly

You could have been anyone at all/
And let that catches me when I fall
I'm so glad it was you

I played

I played my self with my dreams
I played my self with my emotion
I played my self with my heart
I played my self with my ego
I played my self with my wants
I played my self
Why???